Tested and Approved

Is this a test of life or a test for life?
So much depends on this
Nervous I am
She talks me through it
My livelihood is at stake
Fate I question
Results will answer
She told me to relax
To close the door behind her
To drink the water
To close my eyes
To relax my body
To let it all hang out
To let go and release
Picturing waterfalls
I hear raindrops
Picturing myself as the sun
Radiating in my warmth
I open the door
Seeing her in light blue scrubs
I smile
She ask why am I smiling
I told her
I just gave you sunset in a cup