Ready?

I want to be close and intimate with someone/But realize I'm not ready/Putting things in perspective/Getting more steady/Going in circles like fork in spaghetti/Need the spoon so things won't fall apart on me/How in the hell do I avoid being petty?/Ripping out my insides like stuffing in a "Teddy"/Following my heart is what led me/Expectations and lies is what fed me/Impurities won't shred me/But bred me